And not looking back,
anymore.
I first thought our meeting was cute,
where we started talking like there's no tomorrow.
I was unaware that it was a gateway to disaster.
Where we would chat non stop on msn,
bump into each other at the school corridor and simply catching up.
or a simple text message which always made me smile.
Where I snap tons of portraits of you when we were by the beach,
giving the excuse that I just wanted to practice my photography.
But the fact was to capture your priceless smile and expression.
But things got awry too,
I told my self not to look back.
But i was stubborn enough to take a glimpse.
And I saw you having him.
I cant afford to be depress over you.
I had my last glimpse at your pictures.
I had my last glimpse at our pictures too.
I knew I had to, those were the tools to rekindle my sadness.
Then, I flip it face down one by one.
I can't afford to look anymore.
I can't afford to dream anymore.
And now when I see you online...
A "HI" seems to be the hardest word to type.
I wish there was a "BACKSPACE" button to erase our ugly memories.
And now the "ESCAPE" button is the only one i could reach too,
Its the only way to exit out of this misery.
No more alert of an incoming message from you,
Everything is so silent now.
All I can do now is to rewind the sweet ones,
And discard the bitter ones.
-THE END-
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